Bluetifa’s Laburnum

Two months after A’level, two weeks of work life and slacking like a pig for as long as i can remember. My life has been a quicksand, a endless pit of dirt due to my laziness. Truth is that i actually despise my current life and myself for allowing it to continue in this miserable state. Damned…..even with the knowledge that i should cease such wasteful use of life and start to direct the energy of each precious heartbeat to a more meaningful and fruitful lifestyle. I Just can’t seem to draw forth the power and will to put an end to the vicious cycle of laziness. In addition, gudgement day for all below or at 19 will soon shadow the hopes of many in days to come. I shall soon too befall in the hands of two murderers, Math and Geo. My days are numbered, shall I continue to wedge my blade and fight? Perhaps…..No!………I MUST! For those i care, my family, those that are having so much hope in me to attain the future and dream i posses! I shall once again hold my sword against the unknown future, to battle, conquer and continue to pave a road…… a step at a time.

To be continued……….

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