It continues….
Monday, March 3rd, 2008
Life…. a mystery as it is, never clear or smooth is drawing to a close for me.. my blade..however hard i cut thru the darkness before me did not seem to help open up a lining or create a crack that may allow a slight ray of light to enter. What seem like an endless journey of battle has now drawn to a close. ‘Fullstop’. And yet i’d achieved nothing…nothing at all. Those who may stumble across my miserable/ horrific eng blog may find it kinda weird for my life after A’lvl to be such bother (apart form the fact that u actually read this entry all this way). The fact being that i did not really do well and many possibly end up in the crack of the education system. Meaning that i may not be able to return to sch to retake my A’s as a school candidate as i most likely will be able to pass my gp and thus unable to enter university as i will not meet the criteria for admission and ending up as a private candidate. For someone who cannot be disciplined enough to self study inaddition to the insufficient amt of funds to provide for a tutor/resources, is total suicide sum immediate no future. Private uni would not be an option due to low finance hence the literal sense of ‘ End Of My Life’. With such… i believe all readers of my blog (if there is any) would now understand the plight i’m in as of many others who may end up in the same shoe.
