It continues….
Life…. a mystery as it is, never clear or smooth is drawing to a close for me.. my blade..however hard i cut thru the darkness before me did not seem to help open up a lining or create a crack that may allow a slight ray of light to enter. What seem like an endless journey of battle has now drawn to a close. ‘Fullstop’. And yet i’d achieved nothing…nothing at all. Those who may stumble across my miserable/ horrific eng blog may find it kinda weird for my life after A’lvl to be such bother (apart form the fact that u actually read this entry all this way). The fact being that i did not really do well and many possibly end up in the crack of the education system. Meaning that i may not be able to return to sch to retake my A’s as a school candidate as i most likely will be able to pass my gp and thus unable to enter university as i will not meet the criteria for admission and ending up as a private candidate. For someone who cannot be disciplined enough to self study inaddition to the insufficient amt of funds to provide for a tutor/resources, is total suicide sum immediate no future. Private uni would not be an option due to low finance hence the literal sense of ‘ End Of My Life’. With such… i believe all readers of my blog (if there is any) would now understand the plight i’m in as of many others who may end up in the same shoe.
March 4th, 2008 at 6:05 am
yo gal, remember me? dun write until so sad leh. i also like that leh. haiz… understand ur feeling. just gotta pick ourselves up and carry on, life goes on. we can do it if we want it. everyone’s a winner if we try.